Okay, okay, so I was a little crazy for thinking I maybe wanted to go back to ATI. After I was there and interviewed for my old position I looked at it from a whole new perspective. But get this, can you believe they didn't offer me the job?!?! Yeah, yeah, so I had already made the decision that I didn't want to go back. But, I mean seriously, I really would have preferred them offer me the job so I could turn it down. I guess it's true what they say, that it's harder to get back in the work force after you've left it to have kids. Kris choses to believe that they didn't offer me the job because they didn't want to pay me at the salary that I left at when they could have easily hired the same position at entry level for $8K less. IDK, maybe they didn't think my personality would jive with the others??
I don't know what my future holds, but what I do know is that I have got to find a better paying job to help us get out of our DEBT. I can't keep doing what I'm doing. Working 2 jobs and 40/hrs per week sucks! The pay sucks! I am so sick of living paycheck to paycheck. It sucks. I have got to get out there and get a job paying a decent amount of money. Thankfully we'll be getting our tax return soon and that will all be applied to debt. That in itself will help lower our monthly debt by some. My mom is very encouraging. She's always telling me that she and my dad were in the same boat when they were raising my brother and I. Raising kids is tough and very expensive. We'll be out of our financial rut someday, I'm just so ready to see the light at the end of the tunnel.